2010年7月23日星期五

Way to go one day (二)

The next day she got up before dawn to pack, he was in front of her to, in the micro-light of dawn, he would like a large suitcase standing next to her smiling, said Long time no see. Then he took a box from behind the bag and handed her a natural yoghurt. She micro-blank, even the yogurt did not take, just flashed to mind when he first saw, so familiar yet distant warm smile, what was her eyebrows. Was how she would not think of that day: She stood before him, and his shoulder while walking. For the future, such as extending the front of the road in the mist is also a known loss. Standing in front of him looking at himself, and she returned with a smile. He seemed stunned at once, mind a familiar figure appears. He looked at her luggage, a little surprised, but said nothing, but when in the car to help her carry her luggage on the train, she quietly followed behind him. Few people on board, empty yo, he is with the topic of conversation he finds are some schools and work chores. He was surprised to know that she used to be students in his class, she said she only visited once, so he was not impressed by the teacher, but I heard there is a handsome very good teacher. Conversation between a very relaxed, she has not met his face that little girl will blush, and a secret crush she learned a lot, and looked at him, she said to myself, thank you, goodbye. Departure, he Woleyixia her hand and said goodbye, the way carefully. His hand was warm, she recalled the night of the ball, his hands are cold for the season for her hand was so memorable. Stories always end, 12 points there is always ringing the bell the moment, the train, he sent a message that safety optimistic about their own stuff, home remember Alright. She read it and press the delete key. So they separated this way, never seen it.
Radio broadcasting station, said the car would be delayed for an hour, read the next time, before 5:30. Then she found a noisy waiting room is crowded with many people, his face has Gaoyuan Hong beautiful girl, the world kind of old people, children running around at her curiosity, she looked to them as long as they'll give her shy smile pure and colorful, and then quickly run away. She took out some candy from the bag given to those children, because of language barrier, she could only smile with them. A girl of her own age held her hand gestures must be photographed with her.
Car arrived and found their seats, put away luggage, she realized that had left home a long time. Watching a child staring at her watch, she returned with a smile. Around the mother and child, mother and son sat beside his father talked with, to see such a harmonious one, she thought of her family, and she missed this year's Spring Festival. She pulled out a cell phone, send a message with them, tell their own travel and destination. After she closed the machine. She knew his parents would not agree to run so far, Lhasa, in their eyes should not be an ideal place, where she will suffer. She spoke quietly in my heart I'm sorry I'm sorry ... ....
Regain consciousness and saw the smile on the parents to her, because the language barrier, she could only respond with a smile. Turned his head, looking out the window of a dark, she Weibi eyes, waiting for the arrival of the next dawn.
A quiet summer evening, she received a strange phone number, is his calling. No. He told her change, she once again under his number memorized, but once they remember, and very strange. He told her that we are all one person. Deep night, quietly came insects and frogs called, summer wind, blowing the willow window, shaking the shadows reflection in the window, all seemed so calm, but her heart was stirring up, only his sentence. If the original himself, heard these words how happy would be, but, now that own: the heart will be ups and downs, but it will not be cheering, because the past will come, not you, then How to no avail.
She began to try and people around the exchange, the way memories, she also appeared to be inadequate, and they chatted them up. Opposite sat a look similar to the boy her age, chat in the possession of big boys know the Department of Art graduate, close to the senior citizens is his mentor, who studied Tibetan areas in Qinghai to the local folk art. Also understand that with the car just in Xining and in the same compartment of the people are the people in Yushu in Qinghai to Lhasa to worship. From Xining to Lhasa is 23 hours away, she and they communicate well, and I feel very good. To pass the time Nyainqentanglha the first time in Lhasa, she did not feel discomfort, all the way through the Hoh Xil, measures that lake, she thought she would like it.
Along the way, finally arriving a car. Accompanied by a very enthusiastic Tibetans, the Lhasa Railway Station, they took the luggage to help her, but came out after the separate ticket gate, watching the wave of the left figure, she somewhat melancholy mood. Standing a few steps in front of the steps of the station, looked around, under, she said softly: "Tibet, I'm coming." Mood is still a purer. Then boarded the taxi to find the intended hotel.
Luggage down. The first thing, open the phone, looked at the missed call, she was helpless, then dial the home number, in some unavoidable "chatter" after. For her "willful," they can only forgive the choice of silence, said if the bear came back, she sniffed and said she knew it was hanging complete phone only to find his face wet. They regularly report her case, the New Year, and eat a dinner to remember Haohao Di, do not side with the perfunctory, and she said yes. After the bed is down bulkhead Haohao De slept.
Days off in Lhasa calm Lan, nothing and live with friends out to drink tea and walk around by, see some strange things begin to shoot the film particularly love the people who worship, tanned children brilliant smile; selling groceries grandmother missing front teeth, mouth open, after the happy smile; some of the pious worship of prayer flags were blowing wind. These became the most of her life, calm but without losing novelty.
Occasionally, the Internet message, telling a friend where his place is now, is expected back in surprise and amazement, of course, there is envy and blessings. A good male friend to be very difficult to understand her leave without saying goodbye, think of it as the indifference of all people. She is not good at interpretation, I also do not want to go to explain what, just that you ever saw and thought it was all me, yes, I am so, so warm, it is so indifferent.
Tibetan New Year and Spring Festival this year, the same day, the streets full of joy prepared for large sections of people, in such a festive atmosphere, she began to look very flawless. Life always the case, said Lengnuanzizhi, then I will also not learn your world strong.
Avoid the total solution to the problem, a place to escape to open, can own heart.
In seeing his message: "Where does, for a long time not contacted." Cup of tea at hand had lost steam, can still do not know how to tell his own status. Finally beat the sentence: "I place away from the nearest heaven, bless you." To her surprise, was a message to get back again very soon, so the two would chat up line. Actually, the key is he asked, she answered it. When she said that he is a person to Lhasa, he does not believe that amazing. She said that just want to finish a complete vision, a lot of things undone, at least, this can also be capricious about her. He was silent, and passed her a song, you are not alone, he let her eyes closed, turn the volume up to hear this song the best. . She looked at the computer screen, bitter smile, choose such a incredible journey, he would not want to know just because of who.
Thus maintaining the link is not short but not salty, she said the initiative will not send information or how, just want to Going it. After a big boxes next to the Potala Palace, next to, she ran next to the post office, came to a pile of cards before the first moment they encountered a bloom of fireworks, the most brilliant of her life this way for Love He and Bloom, sitting in front of the stone steps, brought the document does not know how to fall, like a long time, wrote "peace and happiness," Lama suddenly thought of the poem: But they have met each other, Great friends when ru not seen. Very pious that it dropped into boxes full of vicissitudes of history, it must record a lot of stories. After he received a postcard sent a message that the poem well, just do not know what that means, she went back, some day you will understand. Some things are not do not know, just to see you want to know.
Spring Festival Gala, she heard Faye Wong's "Legend", mind, a harsh pain and acid. "Only because many in the crowd looked at you, never to forget your face." She think this is the best New Year gift to her. A song, a love, a long road of no return, 5 years, from first glance to the present moment, she thought that was an end.
New Year's Eve, he accompanied her in front of the computer for some time, he said she was a man afraid of her alone, she did not know was the cry or laugh. He asked her what the next vision, she was silent, his eyes jerky, be careful not touch the memory of it from your mind crashed. Eventually she just said one day you will know.

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